Battle and portraits.
Semester is nearing and that means a barage of assignments and presentations is too. I think those few weeks where I had very little homework and easy assignments was just some sort of sick foreshadowing of what is to come. It’s a bad form of teasing really. Just when I think the work load is thinning and I can see the light at the end of the dark, dismal tunnel that is school, the tunnel collapses and kills me. Makes me think of a classic war scene in the movies; when the underdog has eliminated all of its opponents in sight and when they begin to rejoice an endless flood of more opponents comes rushing from over a hilltop or something. It’s sad and disheartening. Will the underdog that is me ever win against its opponent that is homework? I believe it is a losing battle. However, I must be courageous and fight ’til the end. It has to do with pride, or something. …Or the desire to not fail and not waste my money and time.
Other than school work, I have been drawing a lot lately. I have had this unignorable itching to sketch portraits. So far I have drawn six different pictures. I strayed from the realistic approach with my art for the past few years and I felt like it was time to venture back into it. I really enjoy it. I like taking realistic photos and manipulating them somehow and giving them a sense of endless identity. I’m not sure if you understand what I am saying, most people I try to explain it to usually don’t. Maybe you will understand it better by looking at the pictures I have posted below. Click on the thumbnail to be linked to a larger view of the picture.
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If you look at these, you should leave me a comment and let me know what you think. One day I will have an online portfolio, but until then, I will have to beg your thoughts on blogs like this. I will post some of my other stuff on my next blog. I would do it now, but I don’t want to overwhelm you. And, that is also my secret ploy in order to get you to come back and read my future blogs. And that is assuming you might actually have some sort of desire to see more of my work…
People make Andrew Jackson cry.
This has been a terrible week for me. Mostly because of today’s events. Let me tell you about them. Last night I went to see the movie Wall-E at the local dollar theater, The Omni 4, and I accidentally left my wallet there. Let it be noted that my wallet contains very important things, for example my credit cards, contact cards, personal information, etc. etc. It is my own fault for leaving it there and I realize this. I spent the entire day having mini panic attacks when I would think about what could result of it ending up in the wrong hands. However, I knew it was there. I waited for five hours and missed a class so I could meet the person opening the store so I could get it right away. I got it and immediately checked if anything was missing. Low and behold, all of my cash was gone. I went to the last showing of the night and the only people in or out of the building were the two closing employees. It was undeniably one of them who ripped me off. I am upset about losing the money, naturally, but I am more upset at the fact that people can be that dishonest and be that lacking in morals. I would never do that to someone. Never. Sometimes I encounter very nice people that will help me say, change a flat tire or give me directions, and I gain some faith in mainkind. You know, that they really aren’t terrible, but then I encounter people like these. And my faith is smashed. I just want to let local readers know that the Omni 4 has some very dishonest employees and they cannot be trusted. I am sad because of this. I am also sad because I missed my class, of which, I did all my homework for. I don’t know if losing a wallet is a good excuse for missing class or not. I mean, considering I did not have a license or anything, I had no legal way to get there. So, I guess we will see.

The theives make Andrew Jackson sad.
On another more uplifting note, the movie Frida was fantastic. I reccommend it to anyone and everyone. The story was so engaging and interesting. Not to mention the filming was beautiful. I have always thought Frida Kahlo’s life story was interesting, but this movie brings it to life and lets you see into it on a personal level. It gives her and her work a whole new meaning. It is a sensational movie. Please see it.
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Oh yeah, and sometimes on this blog I get comments from robots posting spam comments, and I got a funny one on one of my previous blogs. It was from Ganzalo Estevez at ilovechocolate.com. It reads:
“Hello webmaster. I am going to check it, since I saw a comment in another site regarding \”\”. Someone related to candy from mexico. Thanks anyway.” …I have no idea what this means, but it makes me laugh. Clearly it’s spam, but not very good spam.
Cold days and Frida Kahlo.
Did anyone else see the snow flurries the other day? I want to say that it is too early for winter, but then I look at the calendar and realize it is already November 10th. In previous years it has already snowed several feet by now, so I should be sending my love to the skies. Don’t get me wrong, I love the snow very much, but I am just not ready! I dug my winter coat out today. I believe I put it off for as long as I could. It has become necessary. It is far too cold to bundle up with just a couple hoodies and a scarf. The thing that makes me resent winter a little bit are the illnesses it brings. I was miserably sick all of last week with a cold. I am getting better, though. Is there some sort of rule that says you can only get sick once every few months? I sure hope so, because I have done my time.
Another thing about the winter months is that the days seem to drag. I love the cozy, laid back-ness of them, but I hate how long the days are. It leaves to much room for me to lose focus from important things, like school for example. I think that I have been slacking way too much. I missed several classes last week due to my cold, but I really did not mind. I always find other things to do instead of homework. I shouldn’t do that, though. I missed a lot of a homework that I now have to make up. Along with other assignments that I put off. I feel very congested with school. In reality, though, I do not have that much work to do. It just is so much less fun in comparison to say, video games. Maybe if they made homework into a video game I would do it. But, then again, how fun could that game really be? I should just buckle down and do my work. Afterall, it is my education, my time, my money and my future.
A few friends and I recently participated in a competition. We heard about it through Iowa Western and thought it might be an interesting thing to do. We had to use a plastic bag in a creative way that is also environmentally friendly. We also had to create a 3 - 5 minute video about our creation. Click on the picture below to watch our awesome video! Everyone cross your fingers that we win something! Maybe the combined wishing of everyone will make us succeed.

Tonight I will be spending my time working on homework. I am very excited. (Not really.) However, I am watching the movie Frida for an assignment. I’ve always wanted to see that movie. It is about the life of the artist Frida Kahlo. I learned a lot about her during my high school years in art class. She’s not my favorite artist, but I think her life story is very interesting. I don’t know much else about the video, but the cover shows that it won some stuff. I don’t remember what stuff exactly, but hey, it won. So, somebody somewhere thought it was good. After watching it I have to write a movie review. I hope I love it and can write a very sincere and passionate response. It’s always more fun when you either really like or really dislike something you have to write about. I will post what I think of it in my next blog.
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(The Frame by Frida Kahlo.)
A Halloween treat in the sky!
At sunset on Halloween, take a second to see the best treat you will get all night!
The crescent Moon will sneak up on Venus for a close encounter. The gathering is best seen just after sunset, when the sky glows orange. Look southwest and you will see Venus, the brightest light in the sky, and the slender Moon will creep in a few degrees below.

[Venus and the crescent Moon. (c) Dan Bush.]
The fun isn’t over. The next day, November 1st, the Moon and Venus will be side by side. If you look closely at the moon, you will see a ghostly image of a full moon inside the horns of the crescent. This phenomena is called “Earthshine” or sometimes “the da Vinci Glow.”
Catch these great sights before they slip away into the night!

Segway doodle yay.
Firstly, let me get this out of my system: MIDTERMS ARE OVER. I am very glad to report that midterms went smoothly and I think I did well on all of them! I wasn’t really stressing over them or anything, but it is nice to have them out of the way and off my mind.
Lately I have been doing a lot of doodling, especially in class. I don’t know what it is, but classtime just puts me in the doodling mood. I think I am bad at listening. Either that or the speaker’s voice is just good background noise for my thoughts. Or I just get bored. Probably the latter. Whatever it is, though, it makes me doodle. I have put some of my doodles online to share with you guys. Click on the thumbnails below to see the full doodles! Some of them are actually very neat. However, I might be biased. At any rate, click click look.
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On another note, I might be buying a car! I am very excited to be driving something new. We’ll see if I can get the right price.. that is the tricky part. I am not a wealthy college student. I really don’t think many of us are. So I am sure some of you can relate. I am considering just buying a bike and using the rest of the money on fun, new art supplies! Or maybe a scooter and art supplies. Or a segway. Yes, I think I will buy a segway.

Group projects are lame.
I have been meaning to post about this since I started my position as a blogger here at IWCC. One thing that can always tick me off, and has since I’ve been a little kid in elementary school, is working on group projects in school. I remember being about nine or ten years old and being stuck in a group at school. Now, it’s not the social interaction that I disliked, but the fact that I could never trust the other kids in my group to do their work. It’s not like I hadn’t tried to trust them to do what they were suppose to do; they have failed me time and time again in many ways. Which is why I am so bitter. Bitter bitter bitter. All because of some little kids who can’t cut in straight lines and don’t color their parts of the project. Bitter.
I’m not really bitter because of the kids. It was just the beginning point on the line of group-project-hatred. It seems that whenever I work in groups, I somehow get stuck with the students who really don’t want to do anything. And, you know, that would be fine if we weren’t graded as a whole. That is where the problem really lies, I think. Too many teachers grade the project as a whole, giving everyone in the group the same grade. Which, would be fine, if we lived in some sort of utopia of scholars and every person felt like giving the project the same amount of attention and care. But, that does not happen. There is always that one member who doesn’t want to do anything, or doesn’t come to class, and then there is another student who is persistent on what they want to do– no compromises, and then there are others who just float through. Any way you look at it, the members aren’t doing the same amount or quality of work. Most of the time they aren’t even collaborating correctly or producing something a 2+ group should. Mostly, what I am saying is that a grade cannot be based on the group as a whole; it would be best to divide the duties and grade on whether or not that specific duty was filled by the designated person.
In college, I don’t think group projects should even be an option for teachers. I pay my thousands of dollars and spend countless hours of my time to get the grade I deserve for the work I do. I don’t think I should have to depend on others for my grade. It’s all too common to have someone in your group that doesn’t come to class, doesn’t care about their expenses, doesn’t try because those of us who care do the work, etc. It just isn’t fair to give someone like that a free ride. If teachers were considerate of that fact and graded on an individual scale, then it wouldn’t be as bad. However, when you’re in a group, you can’t do what you want to do to your potential. I was talking to my friend who is working on a group project, and her teacher told her that group projects ‘help prepare them for the real world.’ That might be so, however, I do not think that is something the teacher can do in regards of group projects. I think the teacher’s position is to give the student the tools to do what he or she wants when they leave the school. Meaning, the teacher teaches. I don’t think it is their place to put you in a position that holds you back from what you want to achieve in your own academic career. You are not in school to help others succeed. Just as you are not there to ride on others’ success. College is an individual process, and I think that group projects take away from that.
Mainly, I hate group projects. Nothing ever gets done to the extent or quality I want it done, and it isn’t fair to be graded on it. On another note, though, I got a new film editing program and tested it out tonight. Below is a cartoon I made about group projects and a personal experience of mine. You know, minus real people and stuff. Just click the picture below to be linked to the cartoon. Watch it. Love it. Down with group projects.

Mmm.. picture of the day.
So I was reading my weekly NASA newsletter and I stumbled across something wonderful! NASA has an archive where they post a new picture of something every day! You can check out the archive here. Shortcut it, bookmark it, write it on your hand– whatever you do to remember things. They call it the Astronomy Picture of the Day. It’s really cool. Looking at it and reading the short description is like having a delicious snack between meals. You know, not enough to make you full, but enough to make you satiated and happy until later. So, you should sign up for the NASA weekly newsletter. Here’s the analogy: the NASA weekly newsletter is to a meal as the Astronomy Picture of the Day is to a snack. Sign up, sign up, sign up! You will be happy you did. You can sign up here. Below is a piece of the picture posted on the archive for today. Just a little taste for you. Now go have the whole snack! Do it.

Art for the ghostly soul.
If anyone is bored on October 10th or 11th at 7 P.M. there is a fantastic art show (+ music) that you should attend! There will be a lot of great art, including some by me, fitting a “ghost stories” theme. Spookily fun! Come and check it out.

Blowing air, falling leaves, and shooting Draconids.
It’s October; the tenth month on the Gregorian calendar, 8th on the old Roman calendar, and first in line on my list of favorite months! October not only has the best weather and overall feeling, but also holds the day of my glorious birth. Which, incidentally, is considered a holiday. By me. Happy birthday, Emily! I am turning twenty this year; where the past 19 years of my life went, I really do not know. Maybe in some alternate dimension I am still five, or maybe I have already passed, or maybe I do not exist as a human. Maybe I exist as a blowing of wind or perhaps I exist everywhere all the time doing everything, giving me room to make the choice to be here now, blogging for you. Doesn’t that make you feel special? I choose to be here with you. I think that is incredibly special. Not that there are tons of demands for my time, but evenstill.
With the coming of October and my birthday, we grow evercloser to Halloween. I am a huge fan of Halloween. I love the twisted innocence of everything. You know, little kids dressing up as zombies, dead whatever, bloody something-or-other, etc. Of course you’ve got the kids who dress up as super heros, princesses, animals, etc., too. And all to get candy. Free candy. I mean, what is better than giving a seemingly zombified little kid a lollipop? Probably a lot of things, I will admit, but it’s still fun. And what’s better, is being that little zombified kid getting the candy. I still dress up for Halloween. Not solely for candy anymore, but I’d say it’s about 40% of the deal. I just like dressing up; usually something with cool face paint or lots of sparkles or something I’d want to be if I were not myself. Like a magical mermaid-detective for example. Aside from dressing up, Halloween brings a lot of other fun activities. Like Halloween coloring books! I got a new Halloween coloring book this year and my goal is to color all of it by Halloween. The picture below is a werewolf I colored the other day. Enjoy!

You know what else October brings? Midterms and tests. Which is quite unfortunate for the month. It would be so perfect if we could just push them to November or something. Or maybe omit them alltogether! What do you say? I think it’s a brilliant idea. If not that, though, November can handle them. It has Thanksgiving to keep it a good month and balance out the not-so-goodness of midterms. Maybe I should propose that to IWCC. I’ll color them a page from my coloring book and write my proposal on the back. Genius. I will let you know how that goes.
I would like to take a moment in this public blog to let everyone know that the 53rd Annual Gem and Mineral Show is on October 4th and 5th from 9 A.M. to 6 P.M. on Saturday and 10 A.M. to 5 P.M. on Sunday. It is at the Westside Community Center at 3534 South 108th St. in Omaha, NE. According to the flyer I have been anxiously holding onto for about 5 months, there will be special displays and exhibits, dealers from six states (!), local artists making glass beads and jewelry, a raffle for a cool amethyst cathedral, and you can learn how to polish stones and make arrowheads! How cool does that sound? And let me say that I am in no way affiliated with official advertising of this show, I just am really, really excited about it. I am more of an advertising agent of nature; letting people know about cool things that Mother Nature puts out there for us to experience. She pays me in good sights, sounds, smells, etc. And sometimes she lets me stumble upon super sweet rocks that I can put into my ever-growing collection. Also, speaking on Mother Nature’s behalf, there will be a meteor shower, the Draconids, from October 6th through October 10th, peaking on the 7th or 8th. The Draconids, spawning from the Giacobini-Zinner comet, can be seen in the northern evening sky. They will come from a point that almost coincides with the constellation Draco the Dragon. From njnightsky.com, “This shower is a real oddity, in the respect that its radiant point is highest in the sky as darkness falls. The shower is definitely a sleeper, producing only a handful of languid meteors per hour in most years. But watch out if the dragon awakes! On occasion, fiery Draco has been known to spew forth hundreds – if not thousands – of meteors in a single hour. Since the moon is at first quarter this year during the shower’s peak, this hard-to-predict shower is worth checking out. Unlike most meteor showers, more meteors are likely to fly in the evening than the morning hours after midnight.” So, everyone, cross your fingers for clear skies and keep an eye out!

Blogging and the Autumnal Equinox.
Thanks for dropping by my blog! It’s going to be a little empty for the first week or so, but I am working on adding more stuff and customizing everything that I can. I put in a couple links so far under the ‘games’ section on the righthand side of the page. I did those first, you know, because they are most important. You should especially check out iSketch. When I find myself bored or needing a break from homework while I am on the computer, I often slip into that game. I highly recommend playing it at least once in your life. The thing is, though, that it won’t be just once.. it will suck you in and keep you there forever. Kind of like a good television series or something. Like when the ads say, ‘Mondays at 9′; the words grab you and make you revolve your entire life around Mondays at 9, because, well, you can’t help it. You will get on the computer, intentions of only doing homework, but will inevitably end up playing iSketch– for hours. It’s great.
On another note, fall is here! I wait those long 274 days that aren’t during fall for this time of the year. Fall is too short; not to mention the years when it is cut even shorter because of early winters. There’s something about the crisp air and the crinkle of leaves that makes me feel happy and complete. And you can’t beat the colors; everything in such vibrant disarray. It’s a nice reminder that things cycle, and there’s beauty all the way through. And, did you know, that September 22 - 23 is the autumnal equinox? I didn’t either, until my friend Wikipedia lent me the information. Apparently, yesterday at 3:44 PM, the sun was nearly directly above the earth’s equator. According to Wikipedia, “…the centre of the Sun will spend a nearly equal amount of time above and below the horizon at every location on Earth and night and day will be of nearly the same length [on the day of an equinox].” How neat is that? And what good timing for my first blog! The world really does work in mysterious ways. Mysteriously awesome ways.
As the colder months are arriving, so are midterms. Classes are going well, but the homework is getting harder and harder to complete. At least, to the best of my ability. I really, really want to do my best all the time, but it’s too easy to just do ‘okay.’ You know, it’s weird, because I am not okay with just ’okay.’ I mean, it is your future and your time and your money that you are working with, you know? Why not make it worthwhile? And then I remember how much fun it is to not do homework and sleep in. And that is where the problems arrise… But, at least I realize the things I need to do and accomplish, right? I think that is a step in the right direction. And I have some amount of motivation and if nothing else, at least the obligation to myself to be a success. So, I guess I will do my homework after I post this blog. At least some of it.
I will post again soon, so check back regularly for updates! You never know what I could tell you about next. You never know.

